Hey guys! I moved from HolyHijacker(formerly formyhijackart) to here now because I felt it would be so much nicer to ask things, maybe RP ~(( I can RP almost anyone from httyd and rotg, and selective people/main characters from other movies))~ and such from here now. I am warning you all now I get sidetracked hella often and I'm sorry if I delay on any kind of request or whatever it is! Also I decided to start having opinions and reblog things, crazy right?! So please stick around and maybe chat with me?
Feel free to cal me Mel, Meli, Lissa, or Melissa?
Also if you want to avoid any of my commentary posts/reblogged posts you can block the tag holy why do you do Alright?
No no it is utterly fine, it is good for those kind of breaks honestly and I think we should CELEBRATE YOU DID IT <3
Hey deep breaths, it’s okay, what kind of projects do you need to do and for what level of schooling? I can try and help out from over here if you want?
Ignore the angry parents, school is harder now than it ever was for them so they can hush.
i might draw this in the morning and anyone else feel free to jump in really great to see jack’s reaction to this too so must draw that with this
Always and forever yes, I’d love to talk with you more :)
You are never the problem. You will never be the problem, these feelings are not your fault. A lot of what you’re describing sounds like depression but I am no medical professional so I encourage you to find out. The chemicals in your brain, as i understand it, can get screwy sometimes for whatever reasons, and it can harm you, but that will never be your fault if that is what you find out.
As for change, change is slow, and usually invisible, that is easy change, as it happens in your subconscious as you interact with the world around you. You can realize days, weeks, years later you’ve changed your opinion on something and think how silly your previous thoughts were or be offended at your previous view on whatever. To actively change, that is truly something brave to attempt.
I don’t know how happy other people who know you would be with me, but as for the grades, honestly, fuck them. I think a person’s health, physical, mental, emotional, is way more important than a piece of paper with letters on it. I’ve done my fair number of calling in sick to school to try and finish projects that even then don’t get done.
I don’t know if you are like me, sometimes, with things like your projects, I feel a physical block/wall in my head as I try to force myself to do whatever that is due. I am highly aware of my procrastination but I can hardly pull myself away from those actions. Sometimes, the only way I can do anything of them is to make a really rough outline of what i want to do for each thing, and switch through each project after anywhere from 5 to 45 minutes of working on it, or till a good exchange point appears. Sometimes seeing another person working on something by me also eases the resistance i feel from the wall that prevents me from doing work i need to do. I play music sometimes too to help me, plus play apps on my phone to help me through them but a good amount of the time it takes hours for this to work.
I am not you and I don’t know if you feel the same kind of blockage as I do, but if any of this helps that is wonderful.
I’m still very much proud of you. <3 I’m proud of you considering to try, as that can be a task in itself.
As for the lights, whatever screen you are viewing to see these asks, please imagine that every time you have it on, that my care and love for you pours through.